this is one of dose lazy Sundays...wif a presentation due tmr n nth done yet...plus an essay due tmr...n 9 tut qns plus reading due on tues...but im still a happy gal 2day despite all dese odds which i'll overcome after im finished blogging...jus 2 update a bit...yup i s/u both my econs n labour law module which is lyk hengs can heave a sigh of relief...n fr 2day onwards frens pls call me Rain alrite...nt cos i lyk e Korean idol Rain...nor e cute Taiwan host-cum-actress-cum-singer...but cos haha only kitty noes best...Yay!!! N im gonna call my baby gal Rainbow nxt time...e perfect combi...hais dis feels lyk jay chou sequel...except dis time its MVP Yan Xing Shu saga...im melting lar!!! haha ok ok shall stop all dis rubbish...but im nt jus happy cos i can finally c e lite in labour law(read btw e lines) bt cos i've finally quit dance...yes i loved it but now tt after all e dilemma n all...n dis burden is finally off me...i suddenly feel empowered...lyk i can n am free 2 do anything i desire now...it's as if i returned 2 my sec sch n jc lifestyle...where after sch...i plan my own schedule n go out wif my frens 2 do wadeva we lyk....wadeva...i finally come 2 realise how gr8 dis word is...do wadeva u lyk whenever u wan n travel to whereeva u wanna b...lyf is gr8 bcos we can take charge of our own lives...despite all e work, exams, emotional hiccups n all...i guess freedom is e best thing any1 can hav...at least u'll feel e contrast after being tied down by obligations 4 too long...im finally my same old self once more...n it feels so gr8 to wear my own skin, laugh my own laughter, say my heart-felt words n jus b myself once more...life rocks n i neva regretted joining dance though...for 1 thing it has made me stronger in all aspects...yup as my senior always say...e end of sth gr8 is e beginning of sth gr8-er...so gr8-er things here i come!!! YAY!!!
lotsa things...i dun even wanna think abt it...but yes i've officially decided 2 quit dance...am i happy? no im not...but i noe if i dun quit i'll b tormented by the amt of emotional burden n dread tt overcomes me all e time...i cant go 4 lab fr 10-5, rush 4 meeting n go 4 dance prac f r 7-10, reach home at 11 plus, bath n eat till 12 plus am, do my lab report till 2 am plus...fall asleep at my table n get woken up at 6.30 am n still b late 4 my lectures...meaning i dun hav time 2 even print my lect notes...yes i have lofty aspirations abt being successful in all areas...but let's face it im not a robot physically or mentally...i jus hav 2 live my life in reality. period. End of story. I can't do it. I wun do it. I dun wan to do it. im tired. really tired of all dis crap. tired abt cant making my decision n asking ple ard me, forcing dem 2 make a vote...n e 1st thing dey ask me is whether i've asked sum1 else...i'll make dis decision myself...meaning iwun regret...i cant possibly regret ncos dis is e best way out...wadeva...thanx 2 my fren whu fibbed out e stupid tall tale n jus sparked off all dis...thankx...u're officially outta my life n i realli hate u now...b glad..b very glad u're not in sg now
dere was a fish
stranded on land
it didnt knew how 2 get back 2 e sea
yet it was too scared 2 venture out on land
when it finally gathered its courage
to explore e alien foreign shore
it met a guy nice to it
e guy toked 2 her abt e stars e aurora n e rainbow
e fish fantasized abt viewing all des wondrous things wif dis man
but when e man saw a starfish stranded as well
he left e fish n went 2 e starfish
e fish was sad, alone again
but came along another guy
he praised it for its pretty gills
n nice shimmery pink tinge
e fish forgot its unhappiness
it was overwhemed wif joy
e man brought it back
e fish thought," finally a home"
den e man sold e fish 2 a nearby restaurant
e fish felt betrayed
it swam in its own tears
b4 e chopper came down on it
it drowned in its own sadness
it drowned in its own tears
e fish wished...
it was back in e ocean again
