my world's spinning so fast
n so out of control lately
it feels as if i hav 2 put down my tots in words
as a mark of my existence
which is so pathetic
Things dun hav 2 b dis way
i noe it
i credit all e blame 2 every1 n everything abt me
but deep down i noe
tt my weakness is e onli thing holding me back
Life is really like a roller coaster nowadays
a roller coaster on a never-ending track
wif no one at the control panel
i wish
sum1 will come along n tell me
everything will b alrite
i hate my life
i realli hate it
realli
i wish i can transfer dis 2 sumthing else
i wish i can b happy
not after e exams
not in e hols
i mean right now
if i can b happy in dis whole crap situation
i noe sumthings will change