Wednesday, October 20, 2004
Hurray!!! My 18th b'dae finally here!!! I realli excited abt it...bcos it means i can go clubbing officially!!! I received lotsa great presents, especially sum butterfly pendant which sb promised 2 get me sth 2 hang it on at e end of e yr...er herm teo u betta rmb ur promise k hahas...but it's kinda sad though tt i've 2 spent it studying 4 e A's...feels lyk deja vu 2 yrs ago when i oso spent my b'dae studying 4 e O's...but im realli kinda touched when my fone was flooded wif msg at 12 last nite wif b'dae wishes...realli cldn't believe it tt sum old frens whom i haven seen 4 quite a while still rmb my b'dae...n as usual i fell 4 a b'dae prank by my GREAT frens...dey told me tt dey learnt in bio tt if u stay up e whole nite on ur 18th b'dae...ur brain will send sum signals n release sum hormones which will travel 2 ur gum n make ur wisdom tooth pop out..sounds ridiculous? Alrite alrite i admit i fell 4 it k...but can't blame me rite...i realli wanna have wisdom tooth...hais...guess i'll have 2 wait a little while more...it feels so great 2 b 18!!!!
ToRemainorLeave? 4:52 AM
Friday, October 15, 2004
Our Farewell Assembly's next mon, and although i've been grumbling n mumbling 4 two yrs about how much i hate nj, plus the extent to which i skip lessons...i know tt i'll always miss the time i spent with my bombastic class...some pple n some things...i'll never forget...never ever
I'll always rmb teo giggling away lyk sum hyena n pinching me n staring down at me wif khoo pek har's eyes...siok shooting dirty looks at me esp during chem pracs...han taking e 156 bus wif me n my toilet buddy b4 lessons start...jie wif her ultra small smiling eyes n vampire tooth n her constant attempt to walk in a straight-line formation wif me tagging bhind...jkps wif her ultra lameness n all her daedreams abt her cannot-make-it crushes...chewsy n her "im on e same side as u" punchline n her cannot-make-it chinese...fan who's so ever more crazy about all kindsa baos...sim who's always never satisfied wif her perfect figure...madonna n all e sheep jokes...george n all his early morning fits...roy with e ultra chio face n angelic character with a slightly evil twist...qian n her uprighteousness n her constant slamming pen agst table stance...just wanna tell u guys i realli luv ya lotsa n u're the colours in my life!!!
ToRemainorLeave? 5:53 AM
They're both convinced
That a sudden passion joined them.
Such uncertainty is beautiful,
but uncertainty is more beautiful still.
---Wislawa Szymborska
ToRemainorLeave? 5:44 AM
i heard from a fren of mine tt another fren was a victim of an extremely lame, crude, low-class n childish prank. This fren of mine, who's forever so warm and motherly, had 3 frogs put into her bag which she left in the class. Well, the culprits, who were obviously her classmates, knew very well tt my fren was terrified of frogs. I felt tt my fren had been involuntarily coerced into joining Fear Factor...but the greatest fear she had 2 face, were not so much the frogs, rather, it was so chilling tt her own frens watched the incorrigible pranksters place the frogs in her bag, didn't try to stop them n couldn't even plucker up any bit of righteousness in them to warn her. So much for pals huh? N the pranksters? Well unfortunately, some of them are "kind-hearted enthusiastic youths" who would put in their very best to help raise funds for charitable organisations...before they go the extra mile to help the needy, could they just stop picking on my fren and help save their own poor, deprived souls? Thank you.
ToRemainorLeave? 5:24 AM
Friday, October 08, 2004
A man saw a butterfly trying so hard 2 wriggle out of its cocoon. The butterfly made some progress initially, and then it stopped. The man pitied the butterfly and decided to help the butterfly cut open its cocoon with a pair of scissors. And out of the cocoon crawled out a very puny butterfly with a swollen body and small, shrivelled wings. The wings were so small that the butterfly couldn't fly at all. The man waited for days, but yet the butterfly still couldn't fly. Shortly after, the butterfly died, without having the chance to fly at all. What the man didn't know, was that the arduous process of emerging from the cocoon was actually meant for the butterfly to squeeze the moisture from its body into its wings. To all my frens out there, especially teoy, pls remember that obstacles are dere to let u mature and blossom. Dun be daunted by ur results k. Ur cocoon maybe more difficult to break free from, but i believe it means u're gonna b a more beautiful butterfly then any of us rites? Haha work hard b dun falter at this moment...cheers
ToRemainorLeave? 8:50 PM
Thursday, October 07, 2004
When you were born, you cried and the world rejoiced. Live your life so that when you die, the world cries and you rejoiced.
Will any teardrop be shed for me?
Or will i creep out of this world as silently as the drifting of clouds?
And will anyone notice my absence?
Or am i just too insignificant in this vast, huge world?
So many questions unanswered...
So many doubts, disbeliefs and skeptiscisms...
Yet if ever, u cross my path, please remember me for who i am
Even if it was just a split second
I thank you
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