Im in a very confused mood lately...worsened by my guilt of not feeling sad 4 IT n my insomnia...lack of slp is making me dizzy...i feel IT so near at my doorstep I can almost smell IT's stench...IT's overwhelming...mayb it's jus my imagination...but y does sth in me tell me otherwise?
Sth in my guts...coursing thru my blood...n e palpitation of my heart...instinct...slowly IT has n will creep in...logically thinking wif my brain...I think i nid a doc...wadeva will b will b...life goes on ultimately