Somethings exist whether u believe in dem or not---Seth , City of angels
Surprise , surprise, over this hols, i finally realised how true dis statement is.
I hear things.
Or rather i hear conversations and voices humming songs which i can continue although i cant quite rmb where i heard dem, n all dese fits into my recurring dreams perfectly...as if i hear my dreams in reality.
Ever since a few yrs back, i've repeatedly dreamt abt a fireplace wif a lil boy back facing me. Each time e dream develops, but no matter how i try 2 approach e boy, i can never c his face. The weird thing is, dis lil boy has been in every dream of mine, wif his back facing me since young. You may ask how i may notice dis in e midst of fast-moving scenes? I dun, my dreams r up 2 my mind. When im dreaming, i hav e free will 2 control, pause, fast-forward my dreams n even change e characters n settings if nid b 2 protect myself in e dream. N tt includes willing myself out of a nitemare.( to do dis, 1) realise u r dreaming in ur dream 2) breath deeply n tell urself calmly tt u wan e dream 2 stop 3) u'll c e dream scene going away n fall thru a dark purple tunnel in e midst of constellations of stars 4) u'll wake up 2 find urself in ur "room" but do not b fooled bcos u r still dreaming n in dis "room" it is likely tt sth worse den ur nitemare will come when ur guard is down 5) repeat step 1 n 2 n den u'll really wake up in ur real room)
In e fireplace, dere's dis old malay woman wearing a blue baju kurong n purple head scarf. Nowadays, i dream of her separately n she'll always b back facing me at an angle, hummin a song i noe how 2 continue, but i cant rmb where i heard it.
E weird thing is, i always hear dis hummin in real life when im alone, or so i tot, until when my bro came out 2 ask me y im humming lyk a ghost in e mid of e nite. When he came out of his room, i saw e shock flickered in his eyes when he saw my lips werent moving at all n no radio or music was on. Seems lyk im not e onli 1 who can hear dem.
When i went swimming alone 2day, n was suntanning wif m back 2wards e pool i heard a conversation abt a fireplace btw a boy n a young lady. I noticed it because e voices seem 2 penetrate e air n what caught my attention most was e oldish way dey talked in. N firewood n winter n azalea n British accent in Sg? Get a grip. I was thinking dis pretentious foreign couple shld stop deir winter thing IMMEDIATELY. Scary thing is...i knew exactly wat e lady wld reply even b4 she replies. N guess wat, when i looked up 2 c who was talking, i only saw a few grown up guys doing deir laps ard me. No lil boy, no young lady
The conversation is as follows:
Boy: Mam, I heard from Sir that we're in for a harsh winter. The azaleas were all frozen when i was coming in from school today.
Young lady: I guess he must be right. Let's get more thickets n thimbles burning in e fire. We'll nid to keep us real warm fr e frostbite won't we. Heard from the weather station tt e rains gonna come down real hard soon.
Boy: Wun dere b lotsa thunder? Im scared of dem thunder. N lil Chip died fr dem lightning last yr dint he? Got struck real bad...heard his body was all charred n black...
Young lady: Young lad watch ur words in front of Mrs Adenaur. She's had enuf 2 deal wif since e death of her lil Chip. Saw her last year n she's broken. Now isnt it time 4 ur bedtime?
Boy: Mam im scared. When it turns dark, it always feels as if sum1's watching me.
Young lady: Now run along n stop ur nonsense....
I guess wad bothers me e most is tt...i can control all my dreams except e 1 abt e fireplace n e malay lady...
