i have a constant fear of not living my youth to e max...but den i realised tt it's probably dis constant worry n fear of evertything tt's holding me back in place...restraining me fr living my life 2 e fullest...n i oso realised tt even if i dun grad fr uni...im still gonna survive..jus in another way...not tt i cant do as well..it's jus abt making choices n deciding 2 go 4 it wif all ur efforts...without thinking of e results...cos worrying abt e results n thinking abt how u may short change urself holds u back as well...wadeva..i may nt have a long term aim now...n i most prob wun do anything related 2 chem nxt time...n 1 day i mite study stop studying 2 set up my own business..but who cares wat happens in e future? i jus nid 2 noe i'll b happy no matter wat happens...n stop procrastinating my happiness till after i achieved sth...lalalala haha:>