lotsa things...i dun even wanna think abt it...but yes i've officially decided 2 quit dance...am i happy? no im not...but i noe if i dun quit i'll b tormented by the amt of emotional burden n dread tt overcomes me all e time...i cant go 4 lab fr 10-5, rush 4 meeting n go 4 dance prac f r 7-10, reach home at 11 plus, bath n eat till 12 plus am, do my lab report till 2 am plus...fall asleep at my table n get woken up at 6.30 am n still b late 4 my lectures...meaning i dun hav time 2 even print my lect notes...yes i have lofty aspirations abt being successful in all areas...but let's face it im not a robot physically or mentally...i jus hav 2 live my life in reality. period. End of story. I can't do it. I wun do it. I dun wan to do it. im tired. really tired of all dis crap. tired abt cant making my decision n asking ple ard me, forcing dem 2 make a vote...n e 1st thing dey ask me is whether i've asked sum1 else...i'll make dis decision myself...meaning iwun regret...i cant possibly regret ncos dis is e best way out...wadeva...thanx 2 my fren whu fibbed out e stupid tall tale n jus sparked off all dis...thankx...u're officially outta my life n i realli hate u now...b glad..b very glad u're not in sg now
