Once upon a time, i started dis very blog named, " So Yesterday" a song performed by Hillary Duff. I'd have almost forgotten abt dis blog if my lovely buddy teo had not reminded me abt it...so here im writing in dis blog so all my frens especially teo, can noe whether im still alive...n not jus existing...
1st of all, here's an update of me now...i've lost most of my inferiority complex...thanks to dance...but with it i've also lost my innocence..in my world now...every single day i lived my life with a subtle nagging at my heart...so discrete i wunder whether it's even dere...thinking abt wat i have n haven done...bcos sumtimes when u dun do anything abt wat's hurting...u'll bleed to death without a fight...without a struggle...n tt i definitely wun let tt happen...to protect others u mus 1st protect urself...dis is a golden rule in dis world dey called grown-up...to me...dis is jus a silly game played by ple who'd lived a little too long 2 start worrying abt losing e direction of deir lives...n yet lived a little too short bcos deir lives ended long wif deir childhood...
For me, im glad e end of my childhood hasn't quite come near...in fact, im starting 2 believe tt my lifespan wld be greatly outlived by my childhood...all thanks 2 all my lovely frens...esp s27 ple...i luv ya all!!! N oso thanx 2 belle n loo, puey ling, jean, hui2 n sophie...n of cos 2 my fav Maur!!!
I dun think any1 of us hav 2 b forced 2 play dis game...i believe...tt we can create a whole new world...filled wif luv, hope, faith n trust...exactly wat e 4-leaved clover represents... In this world, all of us will b happy for ourselves n for others...in fact dere wun b any word such as " wrong", " mistake" ," bad" and even no "NOs"!!! Of cos, dis only exists in heaven...which i hope all of e ple i luv n even dose i can't stand will go to...but rite now...at dis very moment...y can't we bring it here to earth? A simple gesture of thank you, or a hug 4 a fren, a smile 4 a stranger, an infectious laughter...i believe it is possible...n bcos i believe, sumday it will happen...mayb not in my time...but definitely it will happen...
N to all my frens, thanks for all ur support n love n encouragement...i wouldn't even dream of living my life n take all dis chances n risks of pursuing my dreams without u all...muacks n hugs 2 all my sources of strength!!! Esp teo n jie who countlessly hav 2 pick up my countless calls asking for comfort n sumtimes jus 2 annoy u both wif my whines n whims!!! s27 4eva!!
